An
Invitation to Talk on Paper
Whatever your style of talking, whatever the variety of English
you speak, I hope you feel free to find your own language as you
write. Whatever the range of your vocabulary, whatever the values
that have shaped your life, I hope you feel free to say whatever
you're thinking.
One of my students once told me, in writing, "The best thing
that happened to me in this class was learning to respect my own
writing."
That student, that writer, had discovered that writing is not a
dreary, sometimes painful academic routine. For him, writing had
become talking. In his own voice, with his own everyday language,
he was saying something, in writing, for me, his tutor, and classmates
to read. Saying something that was worth saying because it was important
to him. And as I read his writing, as I listened to the personal
knowledge of human experience that he was sharing, his ideas became
important to me.
Though a sense of failure may sometimes diminish your self-respect,
you can rediscover a sense of self-worth through writing. If you're
saying what you think and feel, and if your reader is hearing and
responding, with understanding, to what you're saying, then writing
enables you to define your individuality, and your relations with
others.
With the language you know and use every day, with the voice that
expresses your individuality, you can be your own self. And
you can become the writer you want to be.
As soon as you finish reading this invitation, I hope you'll start
talking. On paper. Just as you do when you leap into a light-hearted
conversation, or cautiously edge your way into a heavy discussion
to add your knowledge and opinions to what other folks say.
Maybe you'll want to begin by responding to what I'm saying on
paper to you. But that is not an assigned topic. You can't
begin with your own everyday language unless you begin with your
own personal knowledge, and with your own ideas about something
you want to talk about with your tutor.
If you feel your mind turning off when you pick up your pencil
to respond to this invitation to write, just remember that writing--like
talking--is human behavior. Human communication and interaction.
People talking and relating to each other.
So forget the "rules" you've learned about topic sentences or introductions
and just start talking--on paper. Don't worry about the surface
errors you sometimes or always make in spelling and punctuation.
Don't stop to correct your "bad" grammar. And don't cross out the
"inappropriate" words that you depend on to say what you
feel. If you talk like that, write like that. So your reader can
hear the sound of your own voice. Talking on paper.
As your pencil moves along the empty lines, try to say what youre
thinking and how youre feeling at this very moment. Try to
say, as honestly as you can, whats going on inside your own
head. Right now.
Just talk on paper. For 30 or 40 minutes. Longer, if your mind
and pencil are still spinning off words.