GREENFIELD David Chickering
When you work at a floral shop you hear it all.
Husbands that are sorry they cheated, "Please forgive me honey, I love you
more then life." Boys with crushes on women, "roses are red violets are
blue, I really want to be with you." And children thankful to their
parents for once being alive, "Your memory and love will live on." In my
small town, I am the heart of the news.
When I picked up the phone
and heard Gerald Williams' voice I already knew most of the story. It
helps that I grew up with him and used to go the Methodist church with
Molly, until the minister became perverted. I asked if he wanted to send
roses or what. "No not roses," he said. "I kind of like the smell of
funeral flowers, whatever they are, carnations maybe. You know what I'm
talking about, the ones the Lukes sent to the O'Henry funeral?" I
remembered all right. The Lukes were about the only people that could
actually stand old Mrs. O'Henry enough to send flowers. "Yes, Yes," I
said. "who are they for?" I knew they had to be for Molly, but I didn't
want to assume anything. And what should the card say? "Well, they're for
Molly Sweeny, and I really don't know what to say. Maybe something like,
'I love everything about you and I'll always love your eccentricities and
you're really beautiful, and well thanks for everything', oh yeah, and 'I
hope you'll love me too'." I told Gerald that was a little too long for
the card and asked if I could put "I love you and I hope we can be
together, Love Gerald." I sent the flowers.
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Before Gerald could send the flowers to Molly, before they could
meet, before he could give her a kiss, Gerald had to be born. So he was,
he was born in Bloomfield, lived in Bloomfield, and worked there. There is
always a story behind monotony.
When Gerald was young his parents
ran the funeral home that he does now. The family lived upstairs. Their
business was one of the busiest in town, if you call death a business.
Every old or ill person from the surrounding area would move to Bloomfield
because every minute seemed forever and every day eternity. What is boring
to the living is solace to the eminently deceased.
Gerald's parents
are now dead. They had their two days of resting downstairs and then they
were put in the Ever After Lawns. Gerald still lives upstairs, but
business is a lot slower than what it was. The town is smaller, and the
people seem less willing to die. The downstairs is covered with red velvet
carpeting, (to warm the guest) and glossy wood (to keep the customers
friends and family in a sullen countenance). The upstairs, despite many
invitations, has only been seen by Gerald's family. Gerald doesn't always
sleep upstairs. He sometimes comforts those that don't care; they won't
come upstairs either.
When he was younger, Gerald wore dress
clothes, even to school. Black slacks, a white button down shirt, and a
tie with a little bit of color. Let the deceased's family know you
sympathize, but give them some hope for the future. The local kids didn't
appreciate Gerald's mannerisms. "Gerald sleeps with dead people, Gerald
sleeps with dead people." Gerald would say "We sleep upstairs. Our house
is really nice, you should come over and see it. You all seem so
peaceful." Everyone would laugh at his answer, because they were scared of
death, and because his sincerity was so removed of emotion.
It was
impossible for anyone that grew up with Gerald to see him as anything but
the little awkward boy who brought embalming tools to show-and-tell. But
he grew up to be quite a nice man. The people of the town did respect the
way he took care of the dead. "Gerald sure did a good job with Betty, she
looks so peaceful." The children still chanted "Mr. Williams sleeps with
dead People, Mr. Williams sleeps with dead people." Gerald would answer "I
sleep upstairs, and it is a wonderful place to live." The children's
parents, understanding Gerald's worth to the community, would yell at
their kids and make them apologize. They could remember the days when they
uttered the same things.
Gerald reasoned that he would always live
alone, except for the cold, but gracious dead. No matter how earnest he
looked, his devotion to his work would not allow him to toil with the
living. His eternity in Bloomfield was passed pleasing the
unpleasable.
Molly Sweeney wasn't born in Bloomfield,
but in Greenfield, a town an hour away, and named after a field that
apparently was still there, just like in Bloomfield. Nothing really
changes. She moved to Bloomfield to report and edit for the paper, and has
been here for five years. A mundane life, but there is always drama
disguised as dullness.
Not being from Bloomfield, Molly didn't have
a childhood. She would tell people where she was from, and they would
sympathize with that. "Greenfield? Yes I think I have a cousin that lives
there." No one really cared where she was from because they couldn't trace
their roots with her's. She wasn't foreign, just different and strange. At
least she was polite, the people would say. The bi-weekly courier hired
her because of her alien perspective. The paper figured she would be more
impartial when she gave reports on the Bloomfield Raiders Ice-cream
socials, or the sesquicentennial celebration, or whatever other event that
was front page material. She spent her endless hours in Bloomfield at the
paper.
Molly's parents might be dead, but no knows for sure. On
major holidays she leaves town, so she probably has someone somewhere, but
she isn't married, that is for sure. Her parents probably spend their
lives in those "green fields," being sorry for the loss of their daughter.
When she first moved into the house that shares a back yard with the
funeral home, many of the single men from town came to visit her. Actually
there were only three or four, but that is about it for men her age,
except for Gerald, and he was resigned to pass time with the dead. The
bachelors came, with flowers and cards about her "ocean blue eyes." They
stopped coming when they realized they couldn't talk about anything since
Molly didn't know what it meant to be from Bloomfield. Her dog barked a
lot too. Jimmy Henderson said he might have kept pursuing her if it wasn't
for the dog. He asked her to choose, and she chose the dog. She said it
kept her warm at night and when she would fall asleep it would bark to
wake her up. That was another problem with her, she fell asleep and
couldn't control it. She said it was medical and called it narcolepsy, she
even wrote an article about it. The people just passed it off for
laziness. Maybe in Greenfield everyone was like that. They read the
articles though, because it passed three or four lifetimes.
Molly
must have decided that she was going to spend forever in Bloomfield,
because she planted several rose bushes and other annuals in her yard, and
there is no use planting something like that if you are going to leave.
Greenfield wouldn't want her back anyway because she would be too
eccentric after living in Bloomfield so long. So Molly planted flowers,
walked her dog, wrote articles for the paper, and joined the Methodist
church right on the corner. In church everyone was nice and talked. They
invited her to their houses for coffee. They would talk about the weather,
flowers, God, and narcolepsy. Molly would write articles about these
socials. The people that had her over would read her columns and think
that it all sounded so familiar. Molly would always say "I had such a good
time. You should come over to my place for some cake." Her hostesses would
always turn her down politely "We couldn't intrude, and we still kind of
see it as the crazy old O'Henry house."
The Methodist church was
the only church in town beside St. Pats. A lot of people in town converted
to Catholicism after the minister lost it. Molly stayed loyal, because her
connections in town were through the church. She didn't mind that the
minister spoke of sickos sleeping with dead people, and spreading their
darkness. Most of the congregation were rather offended and decided to
trade in conformity for guilt. But Molly didn't care that evil was in
town. At least that would be news. Eternity goes a lot faster when things
happen. Molly didn't write about necrophiliac because she believed she
should keep religion out of the paper, except when there was a chili
supper, or a pageant.
Molly moved into the house when Mrs.
O'Henry's husband died and Mrs. O'Henry was put into the retirement home
outside of town, with the view overlooking the tranquil Ever After Lawns.
When she died it would have been easier to move her straight from that
rest home to the cemetery, but instead they brought her clear back to her
old neighborhood for the funeral. Gerald kept Mrs. O'Henry company though,
he was so good with the dead.
Molly decided she should go to the
funeral. It was an event that might be news worthy and she felt they had a
bond because Mrs. O'Henry was the only person from town that had seen the
inside of her house. Molly couldn't bring her dog, she thought it wouldn't
be proper, but she brought some flowers. The card only said R.I.P. She
didn't think she knew the woman well enough for actual words, since she
had only shared a bedroom with her indirectly. Molly was the first one at
the funeral. She sat in the third row of folding chairs. She figured she
would save room for the non-existent friends and family. The Methodist
Minister was there because Mrs. O'Henry hadn't bothered to convert before
she died. The Flowers the Lukes sent sat in front of the casket. The
Minster went over and started small talk with Molly. Molly said "I hope I
put the right time in the paper." The minister assured her she did. "Have
you met Gerald Williams yet? He is the one who makes the dead look so
alive and comfortable. He is truly a blessing, and not the sinner everyone
whispers about." Molly said she hadn't met him, but would love to. "Gerald
come over here. Come meet your neighbor." Gerald walked over to the lively
women. "You must be Molly, You live in Mrs. O'Henry's house. It seems very
peaceful over there."
"Yes, Yes, she probably sleeps in her room,
don't you Molly? but she can handle it", said the minister, "she can sit
through my endless sermons." The Minister noticed the two looking at each
other. The minister always wanted to get more business, and when there
aren't funerals there are weddings. His work declined since everyone had
become Catholic, so he made an early exit. "Sorry," the minister said,
"but I think I will leave, I already did the eulogy in my head, so God
heard, and so did Mrs. O'Henry, so I'll just leave."
"Where are
you from Molly," asked Gerald, "can I call you Molly?"
"No, I
really would like to know."
"Greenfield," Molly said.
Gerald
could see Molly unlike any other of the suitors had. He could see that she
came from some other place, and that didn't make her strange, but maybe
wonderful. She is not from Bloomfield. She reports what she sees, when her
eyes are open. She can't judge because she doesn't know the eternities of
the town's history.
"It is really nice what you did for Mrs.
O'Henry. I mean, you probably knew no one would show up, but yet you made
her look so good, said Molly."
"Thanks, she rests in a better
place. Now she is with God." Molly's eyelids began to close. It wasn't
because she was tired of talking to Gerald. In fact she was happy that she
had actually spoken to someone. Her sleep, might have actually been
brought about because of her excitement. Whatever caused it, she fell
asleep.
Outside of the funeral home Molly's dog started to bark,
the bark that scared away Jimmy Henderson, and woke Molly from her
uncontrollable sleep so many times before. But not this time, because the
walls of the sanctuary were made to make everything so peaceful. Gerald
held her body. It was warm, but limp. The pliability was a fresh new
comfort to Gerald. He wished he could show her the upstairs. The rooms
that no one had seen before. He wished he could be with her in a place
that was beyond corruption, but if he carried her she might wake. The
stairs might make a barking sound. The moment might not last an
eternity.
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